Growing up sucks

I feel like a grown up for the first time in my life , the past two days have included - college applications, fasfa, placement tests , and behind the wheel . Plus a week ago I started my first job, and it’s not the typical teenager job. I work in a big girl office .. I HAVE MY CUBICLE GUYS.. I just wanna be 5 again 😭😭😭😭

pokemonnerddddddddd

vodkaand-cigarettes:

bellamy-at-221b:

if self harm is
for attention
why don’t you know
the reason the girl
who sits behind you
in math
wears sweaters every day
and if eating disorders are
for attention
why don’t you know
the girl who stares at you on the bus
hasn’t eaten in a week
and if suicide is
for attention
why don’t you know the reason
the boy who used to
eat lunch at your table
doesn’t
anymore

i just started crying